The difference tonight with all that came before is that this time I woke up (scared of course) and went back to sleep dreaming about the same and almost where I left off. It was as if you read a book, holding it by the page where I stopped reading or watching a movie, stop and continue watching after a while.
All fucking night.
Nor is there much to choose from when you dream that the world ends or we all die so they tend repetirseme the causes of all this destruction every time I do. This time I repeated Zombies. I guess I still hard emotional shock that I was watching the movie 28 weeks later, because this time was much like the "format" of that film. I have run, run away, I hidbeen abandoned for days at home, in tunnels, public buildings. I met people who later died, I fled with them. I screamed in fear as they ran and looked behind me. So close. They have even been about to bite me and at some point (now confusing to remember all mixed up) I have come to believe that they had done and that has possessed me to see the end terror. There was light while running, and the nights were silent for fear that we hear in our caches. For days we stay safe in a house and thought that everything was finished, they had killed everybody, but it was not and had lower back and had to flee.
I woke up confused but not as bad as usual. Before, I wasill for days or hours and not today. I'm fine and I have not gone so wrong tonight.
think I am beginning to accept life. I think that this is all about.
Reading Henry James (Daisy Miller, The Turn of the Screw ...) and giving me the idea that the year begins and you have to do something like courses or look for work or something.
I spent a week in Italy. I've seen the world. I saw Pompeii ... and think again.
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