I passed! *o* That means Bye Bye 2nd year Hello 3rd! ♥
Yay! It's not the best grade~but I passed I do not need to worry myself anymore! I'm going to enjoy two beautiful months of vacation! I'm still going to try the intensive classes but the web page of my university is being a bitch and has made the mission of not let me register ¬¬'' If I can't I'll look for a job.... maybe I'll do both (hopefully)
I want to do new things...Like learn to drive xDD Maybe write more~ Maybe learn to edit videos~ I don't know I'll be up for anything...I want to use my free time to the fullest, I always say that but...this time I mean it xDD
Insomnia? No more! I can sleep without worri
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Paragliding Harness For Sale
turns out, are the huge piles of bodies in the living room, dining room, kitchen, patio of the people she's murdered. for some reason this fact unphases me and i get to work dragging corpses out into the garbage bins outside, but they overflow out of the garbage bins outside as well and the homeless people gather around them, looking for something valuable i assume??? there are corpses of women, men, kids, all kinds of people. and none of this phases me until the middle of the dream when im talking to her and shes describing to me about how she already went to prison and got out, and i begin thinking \and kayke (although They seem Slightly Different Than They Are in RL) and i look out the window to see ... paintings, floating in the ocean, as far as the eye can see. i can still see it vividly in my mind, ITS one of the Most Beautiful Things That i can think of. the next thing i know the plane's crashed or something (maybe we Jumped out on purpose), Because We're all in the water with life vests on. i swim over to one of the paintings, put my hands on the frame, And Then climb inside it to Another World. Though i dont remember what i did Actually There. But im sure Would Have Been anything exciting.
ahhhhh now im in a total magical-realism mode, fuuuck
kasia i see tomorrow .... im so stoked mothershit ive got it so bad. so bad i want to see you in the Morning. lol. i wish i could call her my own and take her home with me, But i guess is correct Rent When They say you can not buy love, You Can only rent it. siiiigh. clubbin tonight at ballare ... wtf is work? Ps
ahhhhh now im in a total magical-realism mode, fuuuck
kasia i see tomorrow .... im so stoked mothershit ive got it so bad. so bad i want to see you in the Morning. lol. i wish i could call her my own and take her home with me, But i guess is correct Rent When They say you can not buy love, You Can only rent it. siiiigh. clubbin tonight at ballare ... wtf is work? Ps
Friday, July 23, 2010
Motorbike Model For Birthday Cake
anxiousanxiousanxiousanxiousanxiousanxious
if i type it enough will it go away? all these "anxious" together is making me more anxious Are. So Many x's. My stomach hurts
. urggghhh i guess this is what i get for drinking two energy drinks in one day. ughhh i feel like ass. Earlier i felt fucking wonderful. i wonder if I Should Have Gone To That stupid party tonight. i was supposed to Be doing homework. im going to brighton tomorrow But I sort of pathetically dont feel up to it ... But Andrea's left for ibiza, jen's in london and sitting around by myself Obviously Does not get anything done. fuuuuck. WAS supposed to have my novel done + sat by opening today, def Not happening ... urgghhhh. i wrote about half the entry at kasia's sleeping But saved it to privateWhich i never do. Mostly bc its not done, Also i feel a little weird sharing it Because its not Something I Can Easily described. gross i havent felt this in a while. fuck. this. anxiety. in. the. ass. I Hate That Feeling When Your heartrate spikes for no reason at all. i dont get this bullshit FUCKKK i need to get my laundry ugh my stomach hurts fuck it allll
i feel like Everything will be ok in the morning, Usually i like the nighttime But right now it too Heavily presses upon me.
Should i just try to sleep, wake up early for Brighton, Have a great time with Kim. Ps
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Jenna Jameson Streaming mrrrrghhh
jesus christ-balls;
i always get writers block when im heart-stoppingly infatuated, and i always heart-stoppingly Become infatuated right when i really Need to get shit done. Ughhh why do i fall for attractive Every person I Meet at clubs?! Needs to stop this shit. I Thought About polish beautiful girl all day in london. Went to a lesbian bar, Could only think of how They all pale in comparison to her. we made it to 'love will tear us apart again', i do. Appropriate how. goddamn it, i cannot believe im only here for like 5 more weeks. :(((((((( Siiiiiiigh. Time to get this story methlab DONE
ps edit: sweet christ i am so goddamn NERVOUS. We're supposed to Meet in A Few Hours. I cannot focus for shit, i have more adrenaline in my veins Than anyt
i always get writers block when im heart-stoppingly infatuated, and i always heart-stoppingly Become infatuated right when i really Need to get shit done. Ughhh why do i fall for attractive Every person I Meet at clubs?! Needs to stop this shit. I Thought About polish beautiful girl all day in london. Went to a lesbian bar, Could only think of how They all pale in comparison to her. we made it to 'love will tear us apart again', i do. Appropriate how. goddamn it, i cannot believe im only here for like 5 more weeks. :(((((((( Siiiiiiigh. Time to get this story methlab DONE
ps edit: sweet christ i am so goddamn NERVOUS. We're supposed to Meet in A Few Hours. I cannot focus for shit, i have more adrenaline in my veins Than anyt
Friday, July 16, 2010
Motorbike For Birthday Cake holy shit
I May Be in love. BEAUTIFUL
met this polish / German girl at the club tonight. bit my tongue and jump up and spoke with her. she's a lesbian, thankfully ... and WAS totally into me. SO BEAUTIFUL and she's a professional piercer. turns out she has a tongue piercing too .... found out from firsthand experience. good lord. i could die. i am so happy. events and im not drunk! (A little buzzed, she Bought Because I only like 4 drinks.) But Seriously. Were supposed to hang out on sunday. Beyond stoked i am .... shes fucking beautiful. Ahhhhhhhh What luck i have! FUCK i have to wake up in like 5 hours. Ps
met this polish / German girl at the club tonight. bit my tongue and jump up and spoke with her. she's a lesbian, thankfully ... and WAS totally into me. SO BEAUTIFUL and she's a professional piercer. turns out she has a tongue piercing too .... found out from firsthand experience. good lord. i could die. i am so happy. events and im not drunk! (A little buzzed, she Bought Because I only like 4 drinks.) But Seriously. Were supposed to hang out on sunday. Beyond stoked i am .... shes fucking beautiful. Ahhhhhhhh What luck i have! FUCK i have to wake up in like 5 hours. Ps
Kenwood Travel Trailers
ation so much. then again, here i am not writing my short story and I'm gonna go to a club tonight INSTEAD of homework. Haaa! Though Trust me, I am enjoying myself. I feel for eleven I am doing the right thing and the right time in my life (even if i am Rather Lacking poon-tang in the field. UGH i want to make out with Some hawties.) I suppose I Have Also Been tainted by IV my lifestyle, But now at least I have a new perspective on what I'm Actually capable of. Ps
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