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if i type it enough will it go away? all these "anxious" together is making me more anxious Are. So Many x's. My stomach hurts

. urggghhh i guess this is what i get for drinking two energy drinks in one day. ughhh i feel like ass. Earlier i felt fucking wonderful. i wonder if I Should Have Gone To That stupid party tonight. i was supposed to Be doing homework. im going to brighton tomorrow But I sort of pathetically dont feel up to it ... But Andrea's left for ibiza, jen's in london and sitting around by myself Obviously Does not get anything done. fuuuuck. WAS supposed to have my novel done + sat by opening today, def Not happening ... urgghhhh. i wrote about half the entry at kasia's sleeping But saved it to privateWhich i never do. Mostly bc its not done, Also i feel a little weird sharing it Because its not Something I Can Easily described. gross i havent felt this in a while. fuck. this. anxiety. in. the. ass. I Hate That Feeling When Your heartrate spikes for no reason at all. i dont get this bullshit FUCKKK i need to get my laundry ugh my stomach hurts fuck it allll
i feel like Everything will be ok in the morning, Usually i like the nighttime But right now it too Heavily presses upon me.
Should i just try to sleep, wake up early for Brighton, Have a great time with Kim. Ps