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so, after i thought she would never reply, Alex (my friend from Cambridge who manages a pub) messaged me back on facebook saying she would love to have me work there and could fill out a work permit for me. 
and now i find myself at a crossroads, because now I was thinking I was going to stay in California and focus on investigating careers here so wont be a jobless bum when I graduate. in addition, comic con is at the end of july and i was fully planning on buying tickets as SOON as they came out so I could go and perhaps gain a glimpse at the inner workings of the industry/ learn more about how to get involved writing for comics... i feel like this is really important. and ill be 21, so i could easily get a summer job at a bar here.
but going back to england is what I've Been craving. i cannot get it off my mind. Assuming CAN i actually work there (i wouldnt mind getting Paid under the table or whatnot ... but i would still Have to find the money for tickets and planet like 2-3 months worth of a place to stay) ... But There Would what i make events cover the Expense of Actually going / living there? That I imagine working in Britain and earning British pounds Would I earn oodles of money over eleven Converted to U.S. dollars, pero how much i actually Would Be making at the end of the day, considering all the money id likely spend eating / buying clothes and shit i dont need / making trips to london?
what i really wonder is, Which One is Better for me in the long run?
Either way i have made it my goal to WORK this summer-andjust gonna work and dick around There. and if i need to pay so much to Actually Get there Obviously it Would not Be Worth It ... nonetheless, i would love to Further Explore The Possibilities of living in the UK, sincere i fucking loved it so much when i was There. But maybe going for Another Summer Would not Be the best option Either way, sincere id only be there for 2-3 months (and During The Period of the nicest british weather, so my views Are slanted) and it all Would just be paradise over again - But again, Not Necessarily a realistic sample of British life.
But then again, if i stay here / in CA, will i be miserable? ? ? or will it be great like the summer after freshman year?
SIGH i dont know What to do. the UK or California? bartending or comics? i wish i wasninescapable, apparently. i have homework to do but i am overwhelmingly disinterested in the aspects of analyzing literature. fuckkkkk