Saturday, December 18, 2010
Butterfly Sailboat For Sale
ughhh im so not looking forward to everyone being all over my dick tomorrow. maybe ill just lock myself in my room and refuse to come out.
fuckkk and i still need to go to the police station and get my fingerprints done why til like 1 pm i end up eating one meal a day) and havent done anything constructive except piss my mother off and come up with some wicked cocktails. i guess i was just born to be a drunkass.
p.s.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Lupus More Condition_treatment half-divine
ackkk my mom breaks my dick she's just so immature i want to die
But On the Other hand, my dad set-up historical pool / air hockey / ping pong table so kaykey and I Went over there and played for hours like so much fun. i want to have Another drunken absinthe party over there again, ala 2009 ... goddamn, good times. Kevkevs
is gonna visit for a while Later this week, good timesss. except im worried That my mother is gonna freak out while he's here. she hates guests, pero stephen can not keep him at His House. Swedish poor when my friends last year Had nowhere to stay for coachella, she kept calling me into her room and was like "tell them to leave then need to go" UGH like what if that was fuckin ME that was stranded somewhere? fuck i cant even talk about what a n00b she is, ill explode
OH WHY IS IT SO HOT
ITS SNOWING IN ENGLAND
I COULD BE MAKING A SNOWMAN
dammmiittttt. according to weather.com, it's 50-something degrees outside right now (i mean, it is 1:20 am) but it still feels hot as hell in here even with the windows open.
ANYWAY-
i've been experimenting with cocktails, my mom unwittingly bought me a shitload of mixers and we had a bunch of vodka and gin so i've been experimenting. i need to buy a cocktail shaker.
baileys+ dr pepper- srsly best thing ever.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Gallbladder Attack More Condition_treatment student of the month and other things
only 4 hours due to busting my balls on my holocaust paper, Then got up at the asscrack of dawn (8 am) to Have breakfast with Dad Before He Went back to the desert.
THEN holocaust Went to class, Nearly Fell Asleep, bought a monster, it drank non-fiction DURING Which WAS entertaining as usual, Then Went to Whitman / dickinson, THEN CALL grandad (I've Had a heart attack on sunday, Apparently , pero is doing ok and They Have splints or whatever in him now.) chatten with him and until i Had to go to work. i felt so horribly guilty talking to him (k This Was the only downfall in the day.) idk why, i feel like the shitty granddaughter he's ashamed of. and historical Was So Difficult breathing and ahhh ijust felt awful for him. But I guess I gets to go home tomorrow, so that's good ...
anyway, i got to work and Jamaal meat to take my picture while i was at east (Which WAS verr suspicious). at this point i was so cracked out on monster and Kept furiously writing down ideas for Different Things i wanted to do, as far as writing and for next quarter, etc.. thennnn when i jump up and back up front claudia Summoned Into me her office, sounding very stern as usual, But Then handed me a giftcard for the bookstore and like HEY YOU'RE WAS STUDENT OF THE MONTH CONGRATS
and i was like DAMN BOUT TIME (not really, pero srsly im a good employee and I've Been working at this place Since the dawn of time [ie 2 years]) But YAYYYY and all my coworkers Were super nice and i just HAD an
Monday, November 22, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Scrapbooked Invitations
im at work on the holiday (is it labor day or veterans day? i always get them mixed up) and its soooo slow and lamecakes but jamaal, erica, and i just spent the last hour discussing "indoor" vs. "outdoor" high schools (erica went to school in pennsylvania so she went to one of these strange "indoor schools" and even had a LOCKER hahaa). i want english breakfast or a breakfast burrito and to not have to take this motherfucking spanish test tomorrow. i got a fucking c+ on my last paper. WHY?! It was a fucking amazing paper. i was so proud of it. i fucking hate spanish 25. its the most tedious worthless bullshit of all time. UGH im never taking a class with gonzales-smith again. none of her fucking exercises she gives makes ANY sense, and i know im fucking GOOD at spanish but the grading is so fucked up that she takes off so many points for getting, say, the gender of the nouns wrong even if all our grammar structures are perfect. this class can suck my cock so hard, and im going to be incredibly pissed if it somehow fucks up my grade/gpa enough that i cant go to Spain. I will cry and piss all over everything.
other than that everything here is finefinefine. monterey was excellent; the campus is in a strange, deserted area. there are at least 5 unused, broken-windowed fucked-up buildings for every building that's actually in use. so bizarre. i am grateful for the long weekend and the impending thanksgiving break (someone is covering my shift so im all clear to
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Pediatrician Clinics Toronto
and now i find myself at a crossroads, because now I was thinking I was going to stay in California and focus on investigating careers here so wont be a jobless bum when I graduate. in addition, comic con is at the end of july and i was fully planning on buying tickets as SOON as they came out so I could go and perhaps gain a glimpse at the inner workings of the industry/ learn more about how to get involved writing for comics... i feel like this is really important. and ill be 21, so i could easily get a summer job at a bar here.
but going back to england is what I've Been craving. i cannot get it off my mind. Assuming CAN i actually work there (i wouldnt mind getting Paid under the table or whatnot ... but i would still Have to find the money for tickets and planet like 2-3 months worth of a place to stay) ... But There Would what i make events cover the Expense of Actually going / living there? That I imagine working in Britain and earning British pounds Would I earn oodles of money over eleven Converted to U.S. dollars, pero how much i actually Would Be making at the end of the day, considering all the money id likely spend eating / buying clothes and shit i dont need / making trips to london?
what i really wonder is, Which One is Better for me in the long run?
Either way i have made it my goal to WORK this summer-andjust gonna work and dick around There. and if i need to pay so much to Actually Get there Obviously it Would not Be Worth It ... nonetheless, i would love to Further Explore The Possibilities of living in the UK, sincere i fucking loved it so much when i was There. But maybe going for Another Summer Would not Be the best option Either way, sincere id only be there for 2-3 months (and During The Period of the nicest british weather, so my views Are slanted) and it all Would just be paradise over again - But again, Not Necessarily a realistic sample of British life.
But then again, if i stay here / in CA, will i be miserable? ? ? or will it be great like the summer after freshman year?
SIGH i dont know What to do. the UK or California? bartending or comics? i wish i wasninescapable, apparently. i have homework to do but i am overwhelmingly disinterested in the aspects of analyzing literature. fuckkkkk
Friday, October 15, 2010
Clever Things To Write In A Wedding Card
to do this school year (inspired by the to-do list on the library wall, except i refuse to include things like "get with sam" or "smoke pot tonight")
-spend less time on facefuck (already failing)
-get bartending license so i have something to do this summer
-only make out/hook up with people i'm really attracted to, and not just because they're THERE (i'm doing well at this already, im ignoring the fact that hunter is down this weekend)
-keep working on chaos project/ novel i started in cambridge (failing...)
-stop pining over cambridge/the desert (sort of getting better at)
-look into eap for next year (?)(?) i have no idea if im actually going to do this. i want to go abroad again but the though
Friday, October 8, 2010
Kates Playground, Pierced caught in the present
Though I really want a car so i feel independent again. Blahblah
back to work.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Brazilians Wax Designs
i keep looking at summer jobs and mapping out Possibilities for Different Things to do as i Tend to do. But summer is so far away and i need to stop moping now, lol.
last week i had sort of a nice Few Days Were I felt really peaceful and hopeful Philosophical and because i read this wonderful short story That made me think of high school and my mindset back then. But nowww. idk. nonfiction is Becoming Such a great class
Though ok back to work 15 minute break is up. Ps
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Wikipedia Denise Milani
Were super great. They talk like minnie mouse, sara is fucking wonderful i want to marry her. i loved all the songs They played, "the to" Especially live sounds wonderful. paramore hipstertastic WAS. hayley williams sang jump around and Then Some country song. i felt like i was the only person There además the Parents That Came With their 12-year-olds. Also played new found glory? i feel more like That Was my middle-school-age. i feel old. whatever.
Laurie (my mom's bff from high school That we stay with) has the Greatest house. she isn't married / does not have kids But she has 2 dogs-one a beautiful siberian husky, and 2 cats-one maine coon with a giant like 6 toes on Each foot. I Drove back to the desert in record time then my dad picked me up and we went to SB. move-in was surprisingly smooth, i had already transferred the electricity. the only thing being a bitch is the cable. and our toilet here flushes retardedly just like last year's. it's nice and airy though, even if it's smaller than the old house, and its nice only having paulina and i, i don't dread emily coming home/ coming home to emily anymore.
went to my work meeting on tuesday- i have 4th priority and im probably making more (but i didnt check). regardless, im not particularly excited about starting again at 9 am tomorrow. urghhhh i hope im working with someone cool. they didnt give me as many night shifts as i requested, probably cause im prone to poor behavior/ fucking around at work.
wednesdWAS ay Our ccs-back-to-school meeting / barbecue. wasn't bad But I got sunburned and Had to sit with ex-pendolans lame, Who sat down with kevin and i, and i was Forced to hear all about Page's wedding, and watch her invite half the table ... awkward. demi is here and Seems to Be Already busy, lol, i saw her at the barbecue ccs for like half a minute. it's strange to see my high school life with my college life blurring. strange but nice. although SB is still Giving me weird feelings. i dont know What is it about this place. i totally Thought It Was 11 pm Earlier When it was really only 9. i got strangely depressed about this because i feel like i have nothing to do (in reality, There's plenty I Could Be doing). blahh i guess this place just makes me feel useless / stagnant. college is weird. iagration/asian-american influence/ more mainstream. i like mainstream. assignments are easy. super light reading (we're not reading novels like in shirley's and like 1-4 pages of creative shit a week culminating in a 15-page-maximum piece.)
-english/ whitman&dickinson- soo this class def. sounds the most intimidating, mostly because there are like 10 people in it and they're all graduating senior english majors and i'm a third-year ccs noob, and the professor is the type who likes to pick on you (he read off the names of the 2 people who had visited the class website, because apparently it tracks that kind of shit... needless to say i was one of them. DUMB) but all the reading assignments are like 10 pages of poems a week which is nothing, and the only writing (my jaw nearlyhit the floor when i read this on the syllabus, an UPPER DIVISION ESPAÑOL ITS CLASS) is to write four separatists (EDIT: 500-WORDS, NOT 500 pages, derrr) writing assignments, spread out across the quarter, and as you post Them forum posts on the class website .... what? really? jesus. well, bring it. fall quarter. i think i can handle it. English Still Have not Had 25 yet But I Pick up the reader (for 50 fucking bucks grumblegrumble) and the assignments seem similar to English 4-5-6.
is the dumb thing is That this one hippie-ass bitch Who Does not shave her legs / armpits / whatever is still haunting me (she WAS in like 6 of my classes last year, and now 2 of them to be this quarter) ARGH her comments / voice / overbearing political correctness / unsightly body hair give me a RASH. go awayt of this weird braindead zone. usually being alone/quiet for a long time harvests creative energy but this week i just feel like white noise. i avoid all those weird-sort-of-know people. mghhh i hope this quarter picks up but not in a stressful way. i need some excitement or something- and i dont mean just quidditch matches. although those are great too.
going to read some holocaust shit then pass out. or HP. and dread work.
p.s.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Down's Syndrome More Condition_treatment Thoughts on true blood season 3;
But Seriously. eric and sookie We Need to bone next season.
i can not believe how muchI just wrote about fuckin true blood. my life is so pathetic. but id rather be doing this than going to class and working. im a victim of sloth, i suppose. i feel my head swimming with comic ideas, and i expect theyll come bursting out of me when i have better things to be doing. as always. blahblahblah more later OH and i bought the Star Wars original trilogy- going to watch them maybe tonight or friday.
then- Saturday off to SD for tegan & sara, and sunday back to the desert only to turn around and go back to SB. ridic.
p.s.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Movement Disorders More Condition_symptoms
i think, just as i did millions of time Before I left, im going to put on a cluelesstil i fall asleep. im patheticcc but i cant find 'but im a cheerleader.'
my plane trip was far too extensive to still be conscious. i woke up yesterday (italy time) at 11, got on a train at 1 1 pm, got to rome at 4, checked in, got on a plane at 10, got to vienna at 1130, spent 9 hours waiting for the next, got on the plane to dusseldorf, then left dusseldorf at 1 and got to LA at 4 pm (going back in time whoawhoaweewow) + 2.5 hours to get home from LA. sweet christ. i finished the first harry potter book, which makes this like the 4th time in my life that ive read it, but this was the british edition (which is a little bit different, they used a lot of---
this just in, my friends are asscocks
p.s.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Trainee Dental Nurse Cover Letter Examples fuck-shit-troia
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Make Your Own Custom Wrestling Figures
I got to say this ....
Always Keep The Faith ♥
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Ottawa Cinema Silver City
Yay! It's not the best grade~but I passed I do not need to worry myself anymore! I'm going to enjoy two beautiful months of vacation! I'm still going to try the intensive classes but the web page of my university is being a bitch and has made the mission of not let me register ¬¬'' If I can't I'll look for a job.... maybe I'll do both (hopefully)
I want to do new things...Like learn to drive xDD Maybe write more~ Maybe learn to edit videos~ I don't know I'll be up for anything...I want to use my free time to the fullest, I always say that but...this time I mean it xDD
Insomnia? No more! I can sleep without worri
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Paragliding Harness For Sale
ahhhhh now im in a total magical-realism mode, fuuuck
kasia i see tomorrow .... im so stoked mothershit ive got it so bad. so bad i want to see you in the Morning. lol. i wish i could call her my own and take her home with me, But i guess is correct Rent When They say you can not buy love, You Can only rent it. siiiigh. clubbin tonight at ballare ... wtf is work? Ps
Friday, July 23, 2010
Motorbike Model For Birthday Cake
anxiousanxiousanxiousanxiousanxiousanxious
if i type it enough will it go away? all these "anxious" together is making me more anxious Are. So Many x's. My stomach hurts
. urggghhh i guess this is what i get for drinking two energy drinks in one day. ughhh i feel like ass. Earlier i felt fucking wonderful. i wonder if I Should Have Gone To That stupid party tonight. i was supposed to Be doing homework. im going to brighton tomorrow But I sort of pathetically dont feel up to it ... But Andrea's left for ibiza, jen's in london and sitting around by myself Obviously Does not get anything done. fuuuuck. WAS supposed to have my novel done + sat by opening today, def Not happening ... urgghhhh. i wrote about half the entry at kasia's sleeping But saved it to privateWhich i never do. Mostly bc its not done, Also i feel a little weird sharing it Because its not Something I Can Easily described. gross i havent felt this in a while. fuck. this. anxiety. in. the. ass. I Hate That Feeling When Your heartrate spikes for no reason at all. i dont get this bullshit FUCKKK i need to get my laundry ugh my stomach hurts fuck it allll
i feel like Everything will be ok in the morning, Usually i like the nighttime But right now it too Heavily presses upon me.
Should i just try to sleep, wake up early for Brighton, Have a great time with Kim. Ps
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Jenna Jameson Streaming mrrrrghhh
i always get writers block when im heart-stoppingly infatuated, and i always heart-stoppingly Become infatuated right when i really Need to get shit done. Ughhh why do i fall for attractive Every person I Meet at clubs?! Needs to stop this shit. I Thought About polish beautiful girl all day in london. Went to a lesbian bar, Could only think of how They all pale in comparison to her. we made it to 'love will tear us apart again', i do. Appropriate how. goddamn it, i cannot believe im only here for like 5 more weeks. :(((((((( Siiiiiiigh. Time to get this story methlab DONE
ps edit: sweet christ i am so goddamn NERVOUS. We're supposed to Meet in A Few Hours. I cannot focus for shit, i have more adrenaline in my veins Than anyt
Friday, July 16, 2010
Motorbike For Birthday Cake holy shit
met this polish / German girl at the club tonight. bit my tongue and jump up and spoke with her. she's a lesbian, thankfully ... and WAS totally into me. SO BEAUTIFUL and she's a professional piercer. turns out she has a tongue piercing too .... found out from firsthand experience. good lord. i could die. i am so happy. events and im not drunk! (A little buzzed, she Bought Because I only like 4 drinks.) But Seriously. Were supposed to hang out on sunday. Beyond stoked i am .... shes fucking beautiful. Ahhhhhhhh What luck i have! FUCK i have to wake up in like 5 hours. Ps
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Monday, May 3, 2010
Gay Cruising Mobile Al
I heard behind me. I dodged. I got up one side and then I climbed over the railing holding onto a pole. The strings attached to it. Round and round of wet rope. The air in my face and shortness of breath. Was going to jump when I heard him behind me. Shouted my name and I turned and saw him standing there. Did not know him. It was not part of the crew, was there on business. His suit and tie, his pale eyes and hair as black asking me not to jump, they would kill me, it was all deep, that the blow would kill me. I looked and could not think. Living and jumping. The image of my partner in my head. His voice. I knew I had to do was desperate for it, but there he was begging me so handsome nor jump ...
jumped.
The noise from water falling and then silence. Again, the folds of my white dress swirled around me. The green and yellow background with the sun's rays passing through it. Bubbles. My partner's voice in my head. The sinking feeling. The left. He counted the seconds it would take to get to the bottom, knowing it would not hold their breath so that I would drown.
I sank. The second, the green and dark yellow, light fading with depth, peace, my white dress, her voice, her laughter, my love for him, the water pressure in my skin and finally touching the sand my bare feet to get to the bottom.
My final seconds were allfor him, proud of having succeeded in all of them. I imagine smiling when I know my victory. He, my companion, who left in the boat, shouting my name with tears in his eyes begging me to jump ...
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Jon Boats San Antonio A Must If You're Bored ^ ^!
1. From where did you get the picture you have on your profile?
** In the community of Hana Yori Dango here in lj ~
2. What are you using now?
** A black shorts and a T-shirt ~: 3
3. What is your current problem?
** Mmm ... I have a strong insomnia that does not remove me!> _ \u0026lt;
, Lately cheeks inflate much!
25. Any mental problem? **
Amm ... normal? xD Everyone who comes to every day
26. Have you ever broken a bone?
** No!
27. "Cut off an arm?
** o_O? No ~
28. Did you rehab?
** ^ ^ No
29. Did you get points?
** Not ever: 3
CHTMLervi for nothing and I lied ^ ^
35. The last movie you saw?
** Tokyo Tower (2005): 3
36. Three of the last people you received a text message
** Vivi, Mafer and Mariana (not me -.- 'a friend who shares my name)
37. "Last person you called?
** My mother! 38. "Last person you hugged?
** Mariana and Moses when he dismissed the university. CHT
Monday, April 26, 2010
Dritbike Birthday Cake So hot * twitch *
I think I'm going to melt one of this days ~ Why did God Had to made my city so damn freaking HOT! Today I Had to go shopping groceries' cause I'm hungry and real Without edible food, so I Walked to the market near my house ^ _ ^
Normally I never complain about the weather, is always hot ... I'm Used to it and it never really bother me now Until I Almost ~ Faint, too damn hot, the sun
Monday, April 19, 2010
Birthday Cake Motocross
♥ I'm old ! I turn 20 last saturday! I can not believe my teen years Are Over ~ I kinda feel like a kid still, Even Though I've grown a lot the last couple of years, a part of me still Feels like a fifteen year old xD and I like it! It's the part of me That makes me feel free: D
So. .. On friday I Went out to get dinner with my friends from Med School ~ Even Though we're a big group, only the one I really close to meat , and it was perfect for me ~ I felt comfortable and relaxed ^ ^
The dinner was nice, the food was okay fun ~ But The place was terrible I mean, the Attention was extremely bad, like We Wait thirty minutes for the waitress Our orders to get, and like anhour for the food! They messed up all our orders and when they finally got it right, the made us wait ten more minutes for the forks~ and we didn't get our drinks, it was when the waitress realized that we were done eating that she brought us the freaking drinks -.-'
The people sitting next to us were even more upset than us xD!! They got up a bunch of times to call out someone for our drinks and they even told the people in the restaurant that it was my birthday and that they should give a free cake~ and they did!! *o* I ate free cake thanks to the nice people next to me! Yay!
I'm not going back there, but I enjoyed myself ^^
On Saturday, the Actual day of my birthday, my BEST friends in the world came :3 We went out for chinemember to sing happy birthday ~ mimic We played a game ~ And I laugh my heart out! It Was one of the funniest ever Things! And Then Sophie and my other bff Jole Said That They've never watched the English horror movie REC, and me and my other bff Gaby (we where a total of 4 ^ ^) screamed "You Have not" they said " ; No, we watched the american version Called "Quarantine" and of course I cursed at them! : 3 Nothing Against american movies, I adore Them .... But in a lot of married remake of international movies suck, A LOT! Sorry But It's true ~ and "Quarantine " sucked ass = / REC But it Awesome! And we made Them watched the first one ~ it so good * o * AndThen! We watched the sequel! I was really excited 'cause I never watched it Before, and well ... I recommend to Not see it, it's not bad you'll get scared for sure and the effects Are Even Better on this one ~ But it's the plot line totally Predictable and it kinda screwed up so ... Everything just watch the first one ^ _ ^ We Went to bed at 7:20 a.m. ~ The got up at 4, 3, Sophie ~ Had to leave So Jole Gaby and I Decided to get drunk. Non of us Had Done It Before ~ and I Had Some old rum, wine and sangria on the fridge from an aunt Had a party a while ago ... and we drank it all> 8D We played "I never. .. "and at first .... We Laugh ~ I like crazy hyenas cheeks and stomach hurt and we Spill the sangria all over the floor like three times, and Gaby was in this "clean maniac" mode and she clean ii everytime~ We were listening Big bang, 2PM and 2NE1 with some Owl City remixes and it was fun....but then Jole said that she wanted some DBSK so Gaby changed it and at first everything was fine, some Mirotic and Survivor...and then Doushitte? and we went crazy singing at the top of our lungs, and then it was TAXI and Jole started to cry...and Gaby started to cry....and BOOM! we were crying hysterically like babies, and nothing could make us stop and it was kinda freeing....after that Jole went crazy dancing and I was really sleepy and at 5 am we went to bed! xD Jole left around noon, I went back to bed anf woke up at 2....try really hard not to fall sleep but I did.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Stylist Thank You Notes
Love the piano!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Kates Playground Ground Vids THE FUCK! \u0026lt;/ 3
SM 3 Members Must Pay Compensation For 2.2 billion Won "vs 3 Members' Side" This Was Something We Expected "
(Whole article)
What The FUCK!? For the love of GOD! Leave Them Alone! The only thing SME wants it's for the five of them to be to end up hating Each Other ~
Changmin and Yunho talking with JaeChunSu Are Not, That to me is a complete pile of SHIT. They're Been friends for YEARS, and fights the lawsuit fucking with the comp
Monday, April 12, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Tendonitis And Breastfeeding Romeo + Energy
RIP ROMEO APRIL 2009-APRIL 2010